Right now I’m in math class.
I feel like someone just beat me up.
Please someone just take me outta here.
My math teacher is short, chubby, chinese, and senile. He wears these think rimmed - 50s eye glasses and every time I get something right he screams “oh you so smart!!”
He’s just so cuddly I wanna smile.
I’m Gunna go to sleep now.
It just passed 11:11
I don’t usually believe in any of that but, I made a wish.
I never do that.
Cause it’s not real,
But it’s a fun game.
You can
Play with your mind to help
You feel a sense of hope or security.
I just wished to be 100 lbs.
That’s it. Please. Just help me with my wish? (who do I ask for help though? The “11:11 gods”? Who do I consult for help with wishes?)
Panic! At The Disco l When The Day Met The Night
“When the moon fell in love with the sun,
All was golden in the sky,
All was golden when the day met the night”
This song makes me smile
I wonder what would happen of people knew who I really was.
Like if my followers from my main Tumblr found this blog.
Lets pray they don’t
It scares me when my parents say:
“Look at my little girl, all grown up, so successful in school, so pretty and perfect”
You both put me on this pedestal. I can’t stand it. I can never reach it. I’ve tried as hard as I could, I’m too weak.
What perfect daughter is failing
What perfect daughter goes to parties and drinks without you knowing
A perfect daughter
wouldnt have an ED
A perfect daughter isn’t ugly as sin
She doesnt lie and defy you behind your back all the time
I can’t be this daughter, I can’t be this person. Everytime I think about how bad ive failed you both I start to cry. Nothing brings me to tears faster.
I can’t let you know that I’m this terrible and weak though, god knows what I’ll do if you find out.
I just wish I could be her.
